Yo ppl.
New Year's approaching real soon.
And it'll start all over again.
School I mean.

Got my results more than a week ago.
And it wasn't bad at all.
Got promoted to the next level.

I'm happy but kinda sad at the same time.
I'm happy that I made it.
That all the hard work paid off.

And I'm sad cause it's going to be another year there.
Kinda dread it.
All the same old routine's gonna start again.
All the sacrifices, the pressure and stuffs.

Right now, I feel that there are other important stuffs besides school.
Just can't really put my finger on what's the important stuffs.

And truth be told, I'm kinda scared too.
The other level means that the expectations are higher, the pressure's greater.
I'm afraid that I'll screw up cause it's different from the previous level.

But apart from that, I do want to excel fr this level.
At least after that I can do what I want.

Fr now, I don't know why but I can't wait to:

1. Turn 18.
2. Travel .
3. Make money.
4. Move out.

and I just don't know why.
There's sort of a person inside of me who is eager and enthusiastic about the future
but not the present.
Haha.

^^^^
Btw, few days back I just realise that Thursday's already the 1st of December.
Haha.
I srsly thought Friday was like 31st or 1st.
At least you can par-tay a lil' bit longer right.
Boohoo.

Ok. This New Year, gt some resolutions in mind.
Bt it'll all come to me on the countdown.
That's when I know what I want fr the year.

Alrite, to you ppl, Happy New Year!
(Even tho it's a lil' early)
May the new year be a better one than before.
Chao!

Hey y'all.
Firstly, I'm kinda "re-constructing" this space of mine.
So don't mind me.

Ok. It's Thursday!
I'm starting to get nervous bout tmr.
Very nervous in fact.(I'm actually shaking a bit.)
It's the results.
I just hope I won't be regretting anything when I receive my results.
I've did my best and that's it.
Hopefully, I will be shedding tears of joy and not the opposite.

But you know what.
I haven't decided where I'm heading to.
It's weird.
Back then, before the exams even ended, I kinda know where I'm aiming.
But now, with the results coming, I'm aimless.
Gosh, didn't know what happened.

Besides that, I'm kinda feeling down today.
I guess because I'm aimless now and getting results reminds me of graduation.
Not the graduation day exactly but the times spent with my buddies.
Fr sure, I'll miss them.

Alrite. All the best guys.
We've done what we could.
What's done is done.
May we get the best results we could.

Aunt, hope you're back home safe yeah.
Hope to visit you soon.

She's not really my aunt actually.
Haha.
She's Mum's aunt.
So she is supposedly my Granny or something lah.
Dunno.
But whatever.

She was here fr the past week fr the funeral and prayers.
And she left fr Melbourne on Monday.
Haishh.
Really wish I could follow her back home.

***
Went to Sentosa just now.
Had fun.
Was actually a class outing but less than half of the class turned up.
Most of them are busy working.
Boohoo.

So was in the water the whole time.
Played some games.
And took the skyride & luge before heading home.
The skyride was nice at night.
The breeze adds the thrill.
Someone was shouting the whole time.
Hahaha.

Now waiting for Oneay fr photos.
Ok.
I'm dead beat.
Chao!

Ohya.
Results coming babe!
Bt nt nervous yet.
Haha

Hey.
First of all, Happy Belated Birthday Mum.
Sorry, I've gt no presents.
But I'll probably treat you to something good kae.

Alright.
These last few days have been sad and tiring I must say.
It all started on Saturday.

On Friday afternoon, went to Aloha Loyang fr a bbq.
The place reminded me of our previous class outing.
Aww, I miss my class.
Ok, then decided to spend the night there.
So told Dad a white lie. Lol.
A kinda stupid lie. But after screaming into the phone, he allowed me anyway.
Haha.
Was really happy to be allowed to overnight.

So, spent the night idling, psp-ing, stargazing and chatting away.
Fell asleep while chatting. Wasnt really sleeping actually.
Just a nap.
After less than 2 hours, I was awakened by the cold.
The wee hours are just freaking cold.
Alright, then washed up before catching the first shuttle bus out.
Planned to have breakfast at BK, but as soon as I reached White Sands Shpg Ctr, got a call from sis.

She told me that Mum's uncle have passed away.
Kinda shocking cause days ago we heard that he was recovering at the hospital.
So, plans changed.

As soon as I reached home, I dived on my bed and took another nap.
By 2pm, I was already preparing to go.
Got a call from Mum saying that my great-grandad just passed away too.
It was shocking.
And devastating too.
Two deaths on the same day.
Besides that, they were from the same family.
My great-grandad was the father-in-law of Mum's uncle.

So, arrived at the first house and after everything's done and after the burial, we made our way to the second house.
Fr the second one, the burial had to be done on the next day fr some reasons.
So, last Monday felt like a Sunday since everyone took a day off work.
The burial was done in the morning and in the evening had some prayer sessions.

Everything sounded simple and short here but the reality is,
it's not.

When I got the call from sis, I kinda felt guilty fr staying overnight.
But the guilt won't change anything.


This was an eye-opener.
A real eye-opener.

I saw how fragile a life is,
How precious a life is,
How small we are,
How inevitable and unexpected death was.

And most importantly, I realize that
Everyone is somebody's loved one.
Even though they are bad, ugly, or whatever,
after all, they are still someone's loved one.
That's an undeniable fact.

So I will treasure and appreciate my loved ones even more now
because they say that we only appreciate a person when they're gone and that's
already too late.
Like the Late King of Pop.


It's true, isn't it?

Yo ppl.
New Year's approaching real soon.
And it'll start all over again.
School I mean.

Got my results more than a week ago.
And it wasn't bad at all.
Got promoted to the next level.

I'm happy but kinda sad at the same time.
I'm happy that I made it.
That all the hard work paid off.

And I'm sad cause it's going to be another year there.
Kinda dread it.
All the same old routine's gonna start again.
All the sacrifices, the pressure and stuffs.

Right now, I feel that there are other important stuffs besides school.
Just can't really put my finger on what's the important stuffs.

And truth be told, I'm kinda scared too.
The other level means that the expectations are higher, the pressure's greater.
I'm afraid that I'll screw up cause it's different from the previous level.

But apart from that, I do want to excel fr this level.
At least after that I can do what I want.

Fr now, I don't know why but I can't wait to:

1. Turn 18.
2. Travel .
3. Make money.
4. Move out.

and I just don't know why.
There's sort of a person inside of me who is eager and enthusiastic about the future
but not the present.
Haha.

^^^^
Btw, few days back I just realise that Thursday's already the 1st of December.
Haha.
I srsly thought Friday was like 31st or 1st.
At least you can par-tay a lil' bit longer right.
Boohoo.

Ok. This New Year, gt some resolutions in mind.
Bt it'll all come to me on the countdown.
That's when I know what I want fr the year.

Alrite, to you ppl, Happy New Year!
(Even tho it's a lil' early)
May the new year be a better one than before.
Chao!

Hey y'all.
Firstly, I'm kinda "re-constructing" this space of mine.
So don't mind me.

Ok. It's Thursday!
I'm starting to get nervous bout tmr.
Very nervous in fact.(I'm actually shaking a bit.)
It's the results.
I just hope I won't be regretting anything when I receive my results.
I've did my best and that's it.
Hopefully, I will be shedding tears of joy and not the opposite.

But you know what.
I haven't decided where I'm heading to.
It's weird.
Back then, before the exams even ended, I kinda know where I'm aiming.
But now, with the results coming, I'm aimless.
Gosh, didn't know what happened.

Besides that, I'm kinda feeling down today.
I guess because I'm aimless now and getting results reminds me of graduation.
Not the graduation day exactly but the times spent with my buddies.
Fr sure, I'll miss them.

Alrite. All the best guys.
We've done what we could.
What's done is done.
May we get the best results we could.

Aunt, hope you're back home safe yeah.
Hope to visit you soon.

She's not really my aunt actually.
Haha.
She's Mum's aunt.
So she is supposedly my Granny or something lah.
Dunno.
But whatever.

She was here fr the past week fr the funeral and prayers.
And she left fr Melbourne on Monday.
Haishh.
Really wish I could follow her back home.

***
Went to Sentosa just now.
Had fun.
Was actually a class outing but less than half of the class turned up.
Most of them are busy working.
Boohoo.

So was in the water the whole time.
Played some games.
And took the skyride & luge before heading home.
The skyride was nice at night.
The breeze adds the thrill.
Someone was shouting the whole time.
Hahaha.

Now waiting for Oneay fr photos.
Ok.
I'm dead beat.
Chao!

Ohya.
Results coming babe!
Bt nt nervous yet.
Haha

Hey.
First of all, Happy Belated Birthday Mum.
Sorry, I've gt no presents.
But I'll probably treat you to something good kae.

Alright.
These last few days have been sad and tiring I must say.
It all started on Saturday.

On Friday afternoon, went to Aloha Loyang fr a bbq.
The place reminded me of our previous class outing.
Aww, I miss my class.
Ok, then decided to spend the night there.
So told Dad a white lie. Lol.
A kinda stupid lie. But after screaming into the phone, he allowed me anyway.
Haha.
Was really happy to be allowed to overnight.

So, spent the night idling, psp-ing, stargazing and chatting away.
Fell asleep while chatting. Wasnt really sleeping actually.
Just a nap.
After less than 2 hours, I was awakened by the cold.
The wee hours are just freaking cold.
Alright, then washed up before catching the first shuttle bus out.
Planned to have breakfast at BK, but as soon as I reached White Sands Shpg Ctr, got a call from sis.

She told me that Mum's uncle have passed away.
Kinda shocking cause days ago we heard that he was recovering at the hospital.
So, plans changed.

As soon as I reached home, I dived on my bed and took another nap.
By 2pm, I was already preparing to go.
Got a call from Mum saying that my great-grandad just passed away too.
It was shocking.
And devastating too.
Two deaths on the same day.
Besides that, they were from the same family.
My great-grandad was the father-in-law of Mum's uncle.

So, arrived at the first house and after everything's done and after the burial, we made our way to the second house.
Fr the second one, the burial had to be done on the next day fr some reasons.
So, last Monday felt like a Sunday since everyone took a day off work.
The burial was done in the morning and in the evening had some prayer sessions.

Everything sounded simple and short here but the reality is,
it's not.

When I got the call from sis, I kinda felt guilty fr staying overnight.
But the guilt won't change anything.


This was an eye-opener.
A real eye-opener.

I saw how fragile a life is,
How precious a life is,
How small we are,
How inevitable and unexpected death was.

And most importantly, I realize that
Everyone is somebody's loved one.
Even though they are bad, ugly, or whatever,
after all, they are still someone's loved one.
That's an undeniable fact.

So I will treasure and appreciate my loved ones even more now
because they say that we only appreciate a person when they're gone and that's
already too late.
Like the Late King of Pop.


It's true, isn't it?