Hello.

I guess now after the workshop, I'm having more positive mindsets.

And that's great.

I'm seeing things in a more positive way.

It's Adam Khoo workshop btw.

It was worth it and meaningful.

The best workshop ever I must say.

 I guess it also strengthens my relationship with mum.

Now, I wanna really focus on my studies and get 'O' Levels over and done with.

So most probably I won't be online and updating consistently.

***

On another note, Paramore's coming. Yay!

And I'm going. Bought tixs last Tuesday.

Can't believe my $$ just fly away easily.

But still, I can't wait for 7th March.

Ohya, btw, Mum's going away fr holiday this April.

She's going with her friends. Boo.

To where? 

Guess lah.

I hate to say it cause I really want to visit there someday.

I'm happy fr her bt I can't deny that I'm sad too.

But Mum have her own life too right?

So hope she'll enjoy it.

Alrite back to today.

Despite being taught how to manage my time, I'm still not managing it well.

Still don't know what to do.

Gotta work on that manzs.

Ok, gotta run.

Just remembered I got homeworks to finish.

Chao!

Hey, it's week 2.

And we've been asked if we really wanted to be here.

Most of us are in dilemmas now.

But fr me, I really want to be here bt I'm unsure if I'll make it.

How?

^^^

Misguided Ghosts

I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no road
In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles

Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify,
Our broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not, Useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one role
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me

They echo me in circles

^^

And that's exactly what I'm feeling.

Boo

Hey, hate to say it but school sucks at the moment.
Maybe cause it's been months since I last sat in a classroom
and actually study.

It feel so different.
After a week, I have some regrets of coming back.
But whatever.

Hey.
It's 3rd Jan.
I was confused the other time when I said that Thurs was already the 1st of Jan.
Friday was indeed the 1st.
Lol.

Ok, so school's starting.
I'm still, unprepared and uninspired.
Book's are still missing.
Uniform's not ready.
Hair is still long.

And I'm most worried if I ever make it on time tmr.
Have been waking up late fr the last month or so.
Gosh.

Alrite, so now gonna see what i can prepare.
Till next time.

Hello.

I guess now after the workshop, I'm having more positive mindsets.

And that's great.

I'm seeing things in a more positive way.

It's Adam Khoo workshop btw.

It was worth it and meaningful.

The best workshop ever I must say.

 I guess it also strengthens my relationship with mum.

Now, I wanna really focus on my studies and get 'O' Levels over and done with.

So most probably I won't be online and updating consistently.

***

On another note, Paramore's coming. Yay!

And I'm going. Bought tixs last Tuesday.

Can't believe my $$ just fly away easily.

But still, I can't wait for 7th March.

Ohya, btw, Mum's going away fr holiday this April.

She's going with her friends. Boo.

To where? 

Guess lah.

I hate to say it cause I really want to visit there someday.

I'm happy fr her bt I can't deny that I'm sad too.

But Mum have her own life too right?

So hope she'll enjoy it.

Alrite back to today.

Despite being taught how to manage my time, I'm still not managing it well.

Still don't know what to do.

Gotta work on that manzs.

Ok, gotta run.

Just remembered I got homeworks to finish.

Chao!

Hey, it's week 2.

And we've been asked if we really wanted to be here.

Most of us are in dilemmas now.

But fr me, I really want to be here bt I'm unsure if I'll make it.

How?

^^^

Misguided Ghosts

I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no road
In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles

Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify,
Our broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not, Useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one role
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me

They echo me in circles

^^

And that's exactly what I'm feeling.

Boo

Hey, hate to say it but school sucks at the moment.
Maybe cause it's been months since I last sat in a classroom
and actually study.

It feel so different.
After a week, I have some regrets of coming back.
But whatever.

Hey.
It's 3rd Jan.
I was confused the other time when I said that Thurs was already the 1st of Jan.
Friday was indeed the 1st.
Lol.

Ok, so school's starting.
I'm still, unprepared and uninspired.
Book's are still missing.
Uniform's not ready.
Hair is still long.

And I'm most worried if I ever make it on time tmr.
Have been waking up late fr the last month or so.
Gosh.

Alrite, so now gonna see what i can prepare.
Till next time.