Yo.
It's Friday, second day of October and the second week of Hari Raya.
I'm sad but at the same time happy. In fact, I don't really know what I'm feeling.
The date simply means that there's only two days left before the 'N's.
I'm pretty scared but at the same time I'm anticipating it. Imagine what you could do after it's all over.
And as for Hari Raya, we haven't gone out together yet. With the girls I mean. Usually, around this time, we would have finish visiting each other. Since we are busy preparing for the exams, we decided to postpone the visits though it will be kinda late after the exams.
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Today was kinda sad. It was officially our (NA students) last day in class. Though we'll still be meeting each other for the exams, we won't be sitting together as a class learning or hearing lectures anymore. I would definitely miss those times spent together as a class. Almost everyday we shared jokes as a class. And we would Laugh Out Loud. We would irritate the teachers and resent them. And we'll see who can tolerate. Most teachers can't and only some teachers could.
And the even sadder part is we won't be having any Graduation Day. I was expecting one but unfortunately, there wasn't any. We were actually expected to graduate next year. But reality is we know that for most of us, this is our final year.
So, the last period of the day, Mdm K so called did a grad day for us. Haha. She made a video out of our pictures. It was funny but at the same time sad. I almost cried when I heard the graduation song. And, she gave us each a cute sort of keychain for handphones. It was soo cute.
Lastly, she gave her 'speech'. She recalled all the times we spent together.
And lastly, we took our last class photo. Some can't stop crying and some started crying upon seeing them cry. I held back my tears. Though we know that it's not the final goodbye, we know that everything's gonna change. And what's left are just memories. And we'll be miss each other for sure.
This year really passed by faster than I expected. But definitely, this was hell yeah my best year. Hope that I'll still be in touch with these friends five years down the road. Or better still, until as long as it gets. Secondary school life has taught me most lifeskills I need. I enjoy every moment of being a secondary school student 'cause I know that this moment cannot be re-lived. If I make it next year, Thank God. But if I don't, its alright with me as long as I move on.
To my friends, you guys are great. Through thick and thin, we stayed by each other's side. Hopefully, we stay in touch and don't forget each other yeah.
Haha. I think I just typed a speech as if it's the final farewell or something. Lol. Alrite, so I guess I've let it off my chest. This feeling. An unknown feeling. I'm happy now. Weeee. The best way to end is of 'course by those pictures. Pictures with good friends, class and not forgetting my NCC mates.